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18 August 2006
10:55 PM a dangerous obsession; an uncontrollable passion. all i rmb is crying. went to sch tdae, feeling utterly miserable. then kept thinking abt her. when i was gonna see her and stuff. i was so moody throughout. creative writing course was okay. then stayed in sch waiting for the moon. ahems. juz didnt have the heart to leave larh. 2 days is not a short time. then juz stood thr staring at tht place whr i always look. and then she came. so i juz walked off larh. we spoke and stuff. she was so beautiful. when i look at her, it feels like im getting lost in a world so beautiful. ive never lied to her and i never will. she can trust me. well, i actually didnt mind waiting for the moon till 8 plus. but the moon didnt wanna go back with me and wanted me to leave. so i left, though i didnt want to. at least i saw the moon. (: but she broke my heart and left me in tears. after that, she c_____. and i was so happy. but i knw she c_____ me to check if i left. i was so emotional during the train ride back home. talking to hazie while the tears juz flowed. so she happened to c____ when i was in tears. and guess what? in the state tht i was in, i asked her to do some stuffs. stuffs that arent impossible. but she isnt gonna do it. so she broke my heart once again. whatever i told her was so wasnt me. though i did want it. anw, thr is another 2 more days, 48 hours and 2880 mins to go. btw, i cried so much tdae. its like i cried buckets full of tears. right now, my eyes are aching so much. i think i need some sleep. but i'll wait for her c____. smth thats most prob not gonna happen. |
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