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    Layout: Detonated Love
    Pictures: Ohhspontaneityy
    Stocks: Excentric
    Edited: Shamita
    18 August 2006
    10:55 PM

    a dangerous obsession;
    an uncontrollable passion.

    all i rmb is crying.
    went to sch tdae, feeling utterly miserable.
    then kept thinking abt her.
    when i was gonna see her and stuff.
    i was so moody throughout.
    creative writing course was okay.
    then stayed in sch waiting for the moon.
    ahems.
    juz didnt have the heart to leave larh.
    2 days is not a short time.
    then juz stood thr staring at tht place whr i always look.
    and then she came.
    so i juz walked off larh.
    we spoke and stuff.
    she was so beautiful.
    when i look at her, it feels like im getting lost in a world so beautiful.
    ive never lied to her and i never will.
    she can trust me.
    well, i actually didnt mind waiting for the moon till 8 plus.
    but the moon didnt wanna go back with me and wanted me to leave.
    so i left, though i didnt want to.
    at least i saw the moon. (:
    but she broke my heart and left me in tears.
    after that, she c_____.
    and i was so happy.
    but i knw she c_____ me to check if i left.
    i was so emotional during the train ride back home.
    talking to hazie while the tears juz flowed.
    so she happened to c____ when i was in tears.
    and guess what?
    in the state tht i was in, i asked her to do some stuffs.
    stuffs that arent impossible.
    but she isnt gonna do it.
    so she broke my heart once again.
    whatever i told her was so wasnt me.
    though i did want it.
    anw, thr is another 2 more days, 48 hours and 2880 mins to go.
    btw, i cried so much tdae.
    its like i cried buckets full of tears.
    right now, my eyes are aching so much.
    i think i need some sleep.
    but i'll wait for her c____.
    smth thats most prob not gonna happen.

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